VERY SIAN.


thinking of the 3 mid term tests is making me feel damn sian. sian la. working today and tmr leh! got to pianggggg already!! i wanna score better than the rest!!!


after the test week, i will change my focus to projects. there is like.. quality lacking in the projects!!


SCHOOL IS DAMN SIAN LA. i am very very looking forward to sep-oct VACATION!!!!

me <3 work!


i totally enjoy work today. hahaha! might be due to the fact that i wanna escape from studies.. lol! i <3 my supervisor! she is the best man! it is like... she really understand me lor! but kinda scary lah cos she can see thru me from my eyes leh!!


she dotes me and trusts me with her "secrets". i like ppl to dote me!! esp ppl who are older than me. really.. really.. =p the "interesting character" is kinda good to me too even though she is scheming. VERY! =x


gonna study from now till 2am to study RHT (RHT test on mon). wake up at 9am to send my POM answer to tutor (POM test on wed). after mon test, i have to chiong study for my Macroecon test (macroecon test on thur) den go for roadshow gathering. tue got to chiong study for POM den go for free buffet treat by colleague. after wed POM test, i have to chiong for macroecon liao! after thur macroecon test, got to meet up to do project. DUH!~ have to start doing research for my individual project so maybe on fri can go with friend to try out sgflyer. at e same time do research! muahahaha.. kill two birds with one stone man! do research for group projects after i reach home from sat and sun work so that i will be prepared for mon grp meeting. during the two weeks break, i will study the lecture notes in advance esp F&B and maybe class 2b theory?


I WANNA GET A SCOOTER!!! (maybe only) but i will go for class 2b test for sure.


BUSY BUSY WEEK! am getting used to this kind of lifestyle liao.. HAHA..

Yeah! I Can Study! :D


i got 29/30 for my int to H&T test! it is nt bad considering the fact that i am working on weekends and i hav a few commitments on weekdays. busy gal am i!


my study style works! i think i shldnt copy my classmates' style. memorising EVERY single words.. it dun suit me. just like doing sales.. i used my colleague's style of selling and my sales that day was damn "cui". customers could feel tat my demo is very UNNATURAL. can kope the idea but not use it totally. it is just not me.


it is very scary and competitve cos the whole class got around 24 to 30. one got full marks for it.


these two class tests have surely boost up my morale. go go go irene! AIM FOR THE BEST.


kinda glad that everyone in the grp is puttin aside their ego-ness and work together. back in secondary school, my answer is always right and seldom there will be ppl correcting me. i believe the rest in my grp are like this too. they are one of the top few students in their school. can feel that their ego-ness is hurt when everyone start overthrowing each other ideas. "like hello? listen to me.. i got the best solution here." feeling.


i can understand lah.. it just feel so sux when u are not the best anymore and listen to ppl. but to me, it doesnt matter anymore alr. got to get use to it cos in the real world, there will always be "mountain higher than another mountain". HAHAHA. LOL!


the best part is that there will always be ppl reminding me about the projects so i will not be off track. i think getting good GPA shouldnt be a problem as long i am on right track and keep up the consistent work. i have my own "secret weapons". hehehehe..

BUSY, BUSY, BUSY.


i have 5 group and 2 individual projects on hold. 3 mid year term tests next week! WOAHHHH! SO SHIOK HOR?


will be officially have my 2 weeks "break" after next week. YES, "BREAK". out of this 14 days "break", 8 days will be spent doing group project. OMG.


VERY EXHAUSTED LOR and i tell you what.. this is 2 times worst than working. gotta rush thru my revision by fri cos i am working on weekends.


LEMME COMPLAIN!!! GOT TO REACH SCHOOL AT 8AM TMR TO DO PROJECT!! POM make up lecture from 9 to 11. INT to H&T make up tutorial from 11 to 1. RHT lecture from 2 to 4. APEL from 4 to 5. AIKIDO lessons from 5 to 7.30.


u knw hor!! by right, i only need to reach school at 2PM ON THUR LOR!! wah lau. fucking make up lessons lor! FUCK LAH!!! i am damn deprived of sleep can!!!


I AM SO TIRED LAHHHHH!!!

Save me from myself.


i need to learn how to manage stress. have been giving myself lotsa lotsa stress recently and i guess ppl around me can sense it too.


supposedly, i shld have less stress than others at work becos i am part-timer. but.. i jsut burst into tears cos i am just so disappointed in myself. the frustration of not meeting up to my own expectation.. very disappointed in myself cos i could feel that my agressiveness, selling skills, focus and sharpness aint as good as before.


the selling style and skill at residence and city are VERY DIFFERENT. dressing, buying power and buying URGE of ppl of both places are totally different. made a wrong move on sat cos i used city skill of selling and applied it to residence.


served a really fucking CCB customer and it added on to my frustration. long story.. blah..blah..blah.. i am DAMN shocked la that the "interesting character" step in and lecture the customer. TIO SHOCK MAN! very surprised but i kinda feel touched by her move. she give me a lesson after that.. valuable lesson lah. she is very interestin lor tt i will wanna knw more abt her.


just couldnt get hold of my emotions that i burst into tears.. think thru it and change my selling style.. be more flexible! slightly better today.


RESIDENCE PPL REALLY GT ATTITUDE ONE LOR. must change the approaching way also.. be more patient but, u cant let them gain control of the situation. must lecture them one lor! cannot be too soft.


i like the satisfaction i could get from work.. and right now, i got to find back the passion and satisfaction that i could get from studies. relax relax ba..

Keep Dancing... :)


it was damn shocking when i recieved sms from my classmate that she wanna withdraw from the course. i was feeling like her last few days ago.. flooded by lotsa lotsa school work that i have no time to breath fresh air. VERY stressed esp when i am working at a highly competitive fair and having my tests at the same time.


broke down into tears after my f&b test last week cos i thought i have done very badly.. but so dumb lah! i got an A for it. =p maybe i have been thinking too much abt the problems that i have become so negative.. HAHA! I CAN STUDY ONE LEH even though i never study for more than a year! dun play play! i just need to give myself some time to adapt to school.


her sms made me think thru it.. i feel damn wasted if she really withdraw out and i do not wish to see her following my path. IT SUX! i will never want to withdraw out again.. i hav lacked behind my peeps for a year le. i really want to get this diploma and venture out of sg. i have spent lotsa $ for this course le and no, i will not withdraw. i cant afford to do it.


I REALLY WANNA DO WELL. i am stupid (i am a slow learner) BUT.. i knw I HAVE THE CAPABILITIES to achieve my goals.


hahaha..


have my final street jazz lesson today and i tell you, i TOTALLY ENJOY IT. release out all my stress man!! i <3>Keep dancing.. =)

Focus, Focus, Focus..


had my intro to H&T test today. like OMG. didnt have the time to study during the weekends so got to skip lecture to study.. freaking 5% nia lor!


sudden change of focus from work to studies...again. i have comm skills and POM 0nline test tmr. haiyo! why so many tests...? den hor den hor, i will be having mid year tests for 4 subjects on the first week of june.


5 projects are due on june/july. tell me.. is poly life supposed to be THIS BUSY? or is it becos of my course? i cant imagine my three years will be spent like this...


adding on to my stress level, my coursemates are so damn good when it comes to studying and MEMORISING. can memorise WORDS by WORDS for dunno hw many ppt slides. i am losing out.. if is back to a year ago, i might be able to do it. this kind of stooopid memorising is so time-consuming! i have no time for it so i just understand the main points and the rest i will just write my own so called "logical" answers.


Aaahhhh.. mummy ah... i take my words.. i think working is more fun. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!