it is the 6th day that we have not met. gosh! i cant believe i have survived through.. in fact, this is the longest period ever we are separated.

quarreled.. yes.. yet again.. but this time round, i am just taking my time to mend back things. cos i am simply too busy. there are super lots of things to be completed. i am drowning myself with lots of work. study, study and study to stop my minds from wandering off. if things cant be mend back, so be it.

part of me still misses him a lot but i am starting to get used to the way things are now. i.e. me being alone. somehow, there is lesser frustration. i dun really have to care about so much things. i am able to concentrate better in my school work. i do feel so shitty at times that even a hug needs to be requested. i dun have to care so much about his shitty friends' opinions about me. yes, they are bad company! bad people! i dun even have many topic to talk with them and i feel super bored when they are around. it is just very un-natural! must be the age gap differences..

there isnt anything bad about being single. so much freedom!~ can do whatever i want.. woohoo!

Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.

Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent.

Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.

Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.

Persistence and determination are omnipotent.


Ai Piang Jia Eh Yia...

i feel sad about the things happening around me...



things will get better.... hopefully...

i am really tired... need a long break!


this wed i was the assistant and it was really dupeeeer busy!! did a lot of sai kang. sai kang warrior leh! i did a lot of dirty jobs la! sad :( but i felt really good. instructor said: "i can see that e assistant is trying her ber to support the head." i feel good despite it is only one sentence compliments. shiok!

the head s........u..........x.......! prior to e operation, we shld have more communication but hmmmm... nope. he is quite immature... venting anger on everyone...


next week i am the bar! YEAH! woooohoooo!


need to faster rush my projects NOW~

I WANT TO BE SLIM AND FAIR!!!!~


my hair is soooooo screwed due to weekly excesssssssive spraying of hairspray and gel. i wan a new hair cut... new hair color.. yes.. very badly.. but i cant due to stupid module. i am saddddd...


ROOOOARRRRR!!


k.. lame.. i am doing my project.. yes! this late!