I AM NO MORE PYJAMAS LADY! i am back as zappy again! :D


damn.. i realised i put on a lot of KG after my stay at MUS. omfg! chiong-ing exercise now! :'(


oh yeah.. i am the top producer of the day! WOAH. damn shiok performing better than the full-timers and malaysian attached staffs. selling the newly launched pillow requires a lot of sale talking and bringin customers to see e bigger picture of havin a gd night sleep. most imptly, be confident! :)


feel stressed to lunch out with my sup 221. she is a veryveryvery interesting lady and it is diff to understand her if u jus knw her! she is like the QUEEN of the whole fair grp and everyone fears her. she is e perfect candidate to manage e grp.. a very straightforward and steady person when it comes to work.


she is such an interesting person, makes me wanna knw more abt her. LOL! i am not interested in her in the "ahem" way la.. ppl gonna thought i am bootlicking her man cos i am always attached to her roadshows and i am e only one who has very consistent schedule.


i work for it one lor! need lotsa money $$$$. heee.. irene is a sugargal now (k lah.. for my age grp. :ppp) haiya.. seriously, i really wish i could just go to school now. omfg. i am so bored of working!


SOMEBODY PLS JIO ME TO TRAVEL OVERSEAS LEH!

TIME CRISIS MADNESS!

yuting babe & me rank 6th and 7th together! :D


we are the PIG&PIG. completed the game within 14 mins! WOAH. best record is completing one stage in 56secs!


i lost to her. OMG. BABE, MUST PLAY AGAIN K!! got cheat bonus points!! arcade brings back a lot of my ginna memories man. LOL!!





cant wait to carry out our bu neng shuo de mi mi plan. LOL!! :)

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that sugaruncle sms me again sia..


"hi, ok we meet again, say next week? downtown christmas lighting looks beautiful. maybe, take some photos. :-)"


i feel that he is SPYING on me. gal and me took many photos with da christmas decorations. his msg all spot on one lor! hmmmmm... am i thinking too much...?


i didnt make a clean break that time. fon and me just rush off.. SIGH. i wont be surprised at all if he is spying on me. maybe.. he really knows where am i stayin at too.


it is SO PEACEFUL these 2 weeks and i could concentrate finding my sch info. just do me a favor lah uncle... if u love me, let me go pls..


I WILL AO MI TUO FOU if he could just disappear. didnt reply him.. hmmm.. see how things go loh.. can i base on all these and lodge a police report against him for harassing me?


fuck.. he is OLDER than me by 23 yrs old LEH! i am NOT AT ALL INTERESTED even though hw fucking sugarish he can be. WHY CANT that bloody fucking asshole uncle knw his limits? FUCK LOR.


i am not someone from charity organisation, PITY him and go on a date. WAH LAU. WAKE UP LEH!!! I DUN WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH HIM ALSO!! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE.


I FEEL LIKE...THRASHING HIM UP. SLAP HIM. CHOKE SLAP HIM. PEOPLE'S ELBOW HIM. BOIL HIM. TIE HIM UP, USE A PARANG AND CHOP OFF HIS BANANA.


pls lah.. go away lah.. HE IS SO SO SO ER XIN. ER XIN, ER XIN, ER XIN LOR!!!!!


haiz... :(

if only i meet sugar easy customers everyday.. :D


there is this grp of customers who come to try when we r tearing down our roadshow. i serve them leh even though we hav packed most of our stuffs alr. usually, ppl who dare to try liddat are all potential buyers. heehee! my prediction is right!


i take out everything sia. they try it first time leh but i close the deal within ten mins. WOAH. she buy it becos of my service. feel so bad for not providin them enuff info so i offer to teach them once they hav collected the machines. afterall, they buy it to support me. must show some appreciation out la..


den hor, she is so touched by it and will write a complimentary letter. HEEHEE! i hope it is true leh. becos..becos..i have never recieved one before and it will also reflect well on my working attitude.


bet my colleagues must be cursing me for winning them in sales.. HAHAHAHA!! haiya.. whatever. hmmm.. with my cute and sweet way of servicing PLUS my innocent look, i am sure I WILL ATTRACT SUGAR MUMMY IN NO TIME!! GUARANTEE CHOP AH! WAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!! i am sugarauntie-sugaruncle-killer leh! dun playplay ah..


my target.. married aunties around 40s to 60s with no daughters only sons. LOL!!!!!

WOOHOOO!


i win my bro in an agreement! yeah! SHIOK!


i can just push away 1k. think i give a big damn to 5 dollars? HELLO, WAKE UP. 5 dollars is NOT even enuff for me to take cab to work OKAY. maybe can pay for da service charge when dine in rest. LOL!!! challenge him back.. give him 50 dollars, do some stupid things back to him but he declined it.


ya la, it is NOT a matter of money ok. it is like... who on earth will do such stupid thing? and want me to tolerate it? NO WAY. come on la, i give u 50 dollars lor and u tolerate la..


heehee! i put words into his mouth. he just kept quiet and went back to bed. LOL!! shiok ah shiok!


there are just some idiots who assume i am blah blah kind of ppl. SO WRONG!


after being in retail line for 7 months, i feel that i am a better talker now. woohoo! it is so fun putting words into customers' mouth and see them keep their mouth shut. den hor, it is super fun scaring those ignorant aunties. FUNNY sia!

hey fon, this is for you!


YE O YE O YE YE O O.. LOL! :p


recently, my friend contacted me and told me that she has promoted to year 2. feel happy for her but SO WASTED for myself.. SOB!!! omg.. i have made such a bad move in life. feel so "ke xi" for myself but maybe.. this is all predestined.


colleagues were making jokes abt my plans. haiya.. WHATEVER LAH. ok lor, i admit that i keep changing my plan once every few months. i am going all out to do well becos i will be paying everything by myself. ok lor..since i am working. cant let my hard earned money wash down to drain man.. see, i am SO INDEPEDENT OKAY!


i will just make the best out of whatever shit i am given in life. i want to be the best that i could be and be better in whatever i do.


2008 is arriving. IT GONNA BE MY YEAR!! MY YEAR!! 2008 and onwards ALL MY YEARS!! 2007 is so not my year man. still thought piggy year piggy luck.. PUI. i am so damn bored working!!! ROOAARRR!! the roadshow is so bloody far. 1 and a half hr to travel there is barely enuff! omfg. terrible sales! i thought going to places like VIC, TBR, MUS, MSQ and SLQ were far alr. but this roadshow i am working at now is 2 times more jialat! just kill me lah!



a quote for myself..
"focusing on what you cannot do instead of what you can do creates a picture of yourself that is narrow and incomplete"

my 4 days off is going to be over...! :(


SAD!! back to work tmr. OMG. sian! damnit.. i need money. got to tahan the shit! jia you!


so..what did i do for these 4 days? hmmm.. went to batam.. vivo city.. mustafa (on sun hor! dun playplay).. johor bahru.. amk hub.. east coast park.. wooohoooo!


eat, eat and eat! SHIOK!


the food in batam is super duper CHEAP!! EVERYTHING IS CHEAP!!! but the place is very undeveloped lah. the massage is so... omg.. it is sooooo itchy!!!!


curry fish head i had at jb is NICE one lor. super ho jia! the gravy is simply delicious. the thai massage was great. PAIN BUT SHIOK! i am missing the fried ice cream. BRING BACK FRIED ICECREAM!!! why no more fried icecream in pasar malam le? :(


catch bee movie. very funny and crappy! i love it! hav a good laugh. must watch must watch!!


hmmmm.. cant believe i rejected that sugar daddy sia. wah lau eh.. SUGAR DADDY LEH!! maybe i shld call and tell him that..


"hi.. this is irene.. hmmm.. i think i love you.. cos i miss you.. i realise tt u are the one for me.. u are unlike other guys i meet in my life.. you are full of charisma.. mature.. and i feel safe and secured when i am with you.. lets be together.. happily ever after.. just you and me.. 你心中有我，我心中有你。我们永不分离。我下辈子也要当你的新娘。do u love me too? eh.. if u love me, buy that beetle cabriolet for me, will ya honey?"


HAHAHA!! super crappy lah. forget it le lah. hope he dun disturb me anymore. right now, i am waiting for sugar mummy or sugar boy (look lyk wu chun or edison chen) to appear. geeez... :ppp


handsome sugar boy drives ferrari will be the best! HA HA HA...

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! :)


i return back the iPhone u knw.. it costs about 1k leh. i return back leh. yessh! i resisted the temptation. call me dumb or stupid for all i care. i just cant bring myself to go against my principles anymore. i dun wan to live in guilt forever.


he finally replied to tell me to put the phone in his mailbox back. i just feel that i need to more sure of his motives. my safety is at stake. skali if i put it, he still disturb me. den so boh hua, right? so.. i tell him to meet at VIC instead. meet him again, test him and end everything. luckily, fon can pei me. didnt tell him, it was a last min arrangement.


make him waited abt 1 hour plus for us. at e same time, maybe can force his true colours out. he wanted to dine at sushi tei but i have craving for e baked rice at kim gary hk cafe. REALLY regretted leh becos kim gary's food sux! fon order the most expensive set meal in the menu.. LOL!


luckily, fon was there so she could act as my nasty friend. give rubbish excuses abt those msg.. trying to test his reaction. i continue acting the innocent good gal. LOL!! when i push e iphone to him, i feel like MY 1k is flyyyyyying away. heart pain ah! LOL!! 1K LEH!!! dunno i need to work for hw many hours to earn that 1k lo.


i answer all his questions in a way that i didnt answer. just like doing sales.. when customers ask if there is any int warranty, i will ans like this, "oh.. we do have service centres over there. dun worry." and bring customers out of the topic.


he will be going to dubai soon. i wonder how true is this. it might be just a setup... k, imagine e story yrself. LOL!!


i have this feeling that he really likes me. HIGH possibility. 70% he likes me. 30% he has a motive. but...there is nothing i can do. be friends with him meh? dangerous sia. firstly, he is a MAN. secondly, he is 40 yrs old. thirdly, he is a stranger and i dun knw his background well.


i just lost a sugar daddy! HA HA HA!! seriously, i still can continue chopping him becos he is DAMN sugarish and he is willing to spend it on me. SUGAR DADDY LEH!! A DREAM COMES TRUE!!! no matter how much i wan to, i cant bring myself to betray my soul.


becos of his appearance, i have been losing focus on what i shld concentrate on now. just 2 to 3 months, i need to make my final decision. yes la.. i lost 1k. but i dun wan becos of tt 1k, i lost many many many k. i can earn that 1k with my own abilities. there is no such need for me to own this kind of things for now. they r only tangible DISTRACTIONS.


"dear irene, pls take care of yourself n your body. your health comes first. i will be in singapore till end of the year. sometimes, i just wish i could be around your age. then life will be happier with you together."


this is his final sms to me. i didnt reply, i wan him to understand tht THIS IS THE END alr. feel very sorry and bad for sending those vulgar msg. maybe.. he feels younger when he is with me. bring him back to his happy good days. but..but..but.. i reinforced the fact that he is an UNCLE to him. very bad of me.. haiz.. but i feel VERY er xin lor! happier with me together? oh pls..


he wanted to give me a portable massanger but i rejected it. i crap tat why not give me the iphone instead. DEN HOR, he took out the iphone and push it back to me. at tt point of time, i feel that MY 1K is flyyyying back to me. tell myself that i cannot accept it, if not there will be no ending. SO I PUSH BACK THAT 1K TO HIM. MY 1K FLYYYY AWAY AGAIN. WAH LAU!! xin tong ah xin tong ah..


i am not gonna reply to any of his msg or calls. cannot be soft hearted! this is for his good and my own good too. if he sends any disturbing msg or i feel that my life is endangered, i will not hesitate to lodge a police report. hmmm.. let it be a good experience for me in life. it might not be a bad thing to know him. i will know how to resist temptation when i meet an even stronger opponent and i understand more what i wan in life now..


ok lah, i dun feel that wasted anymore. i did the right thing. yes lor, i love money but i can earn it myself. I WANT TO BE SUPER SUGAR IRENE! :DDDD with my own abilities. my aim in life is to be NU QIANG REN! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!


I FEEL GOOD!


oh.. how interesting life can be at times... hahaha... :)

guess where did i go this afternoon?


CHINATOWN!! with my sup to shop for pyjamas..


i got to wear pyjamas to work starting from today.


OMFFFFG. WHO on earth will wear pyjamas in shopping centres?


i am so agonized by it! that money is getting harder to earn. JUST kill me with a knife pls, pls, PLS! HAIZ. SIBEH SAD LOR. :(((


but..but..but..i sold my very first pillow today. expensive de hor! Woooo...cool!


wait..did i mention the food there is super ho jia lor? the nasi lemak is NICE one lor. can fight with the chong pang one.. but hor, the chix wing lacks of the X-factor. wasted! seldom have the chance to explore food at that area so must fully make use of this good chance now. omg.. i am missing the powderful teh bing i had at MUS.


I AM MISSING MUS RIGHT NOW LEH!!! miss the GROOVE to work at there!! hope i would have the chance to work at MUS again. i didnt get to perform in my 2-week stint there. wasted leh..


will be going on a loooong break. have a good rest and den chiong for Xmas sales! chioooong ah!

i am playing with too much fire and i will get burnt one day if i dun stop. i have no sense of danger! tsk tsk tsk..


me @ 17 yrs old

top my school o lvl.. went to a jc and dropout after few days.. profess to someone i shld never to.. run away from home for one week.. become a spy.. and now..


playing games with a 40 yrs old sicko uncle! WHAT AM I DOING???!!


instead of schooling now, i am simply just wasting my youth away. just 3 more days and it will be my 7th month in the company. SEVEN MONTHS!!


i have been under a lot of society influences and i am slowly losing myself.. really need a lot of self-control leh.. haiyo eh.. irene ah irene.. u ah.. damn gone case sia..


anw.. he didnt reply wor. dunno hw is he going to plan out his next move sia.. it is time to get a third party in. have thought out of my plan. ha.. HE MOVE, I MOVE.


taking cab home with colleagues everyday. wah lau.. damn "xiong" lor.. no money le lah but for safety lor..


my fault.. blame it on my own greed..

dun puke by what u are going to knw...


"i never know u. u pretend u dun know me. then one day, happen i go tampines mall, i met this girl in white n the feeling heart beating very fast. so i begin to ask, 'what is the feeling, so special, so sweet'. i guess you are someone different from the rest. so i m guided by my feeling. u can treat me as your friend if fine w u. you will be a very successful person in future."


F.U.C.K. FUCK it. i am VERY sick of all these fucking nonsensical crap. STOP TELLING ME HW MUCH U LOVE ME WHEN IN THE ACTUAL FACT, U DUN LOVE ME AT ALL. PLS DUN INSULT THIS WORD CALL L.O.V.E. anw.. this is what that fucking sicko sugarish asshole sent me. ARGH.


"hi, how r u today. i reckon your first day at another place? oh sorry, forget it's your off day today. haha"


NB KUKU. i didnt tell him when is my off day and seriously, i dun knw hw he found out abt it. WHAT IS HE TRYING TO PROVE..AGAIN? and.. HOW COME HE KNW I AM AT ANOTHER PLACE ALREADY??!!!


I FEEL LYK KILLING PPL LIAO LAH!! THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!


"i'm VERY sick of your nonsensical crap. take back that fucking phone and GET OUT of my life FOREVER.. understand that we CANT be friends at all and will never be.. tell u wat, i'll drop e phone in yr admirity address. u r making me feel so frustrated. GET OUT of my life!"


"disturb me one more time and i'll get my brother to confront you.. u bloody arsehole, go and take a look at yourself in e mirror. you are one fucking 40 yrs old uncle. dun u feel shamed professing your love to at 17 yrs old xiao mei mei."


"DUN force me to go to your tampiness address and split out your wrongdoings to yr family. try terrorizing me again and i'll show u wat i can do. dun try to challenge me.."


"it irks me to see your fucking disgusting ugly face. i really WANNA gorge out your ER XIN eyes if there is no law. i really feel like dying if i see u again. everything of u is just so DISGUSTING. hello uncle, know yr own limits lah. if u r really that desperate, i can help u go community centres and find aunties for u to fuck."


these r all what i sent to him. am still waiting for his reply.. VERY DULAN ALREADY. HE HAS ANNOYED ME TO THE LIMIT THAT I CAN TAKE IT ALREADY. BUAY TAHAN LIAO!


I NEED TO UNLEASH MY UGLY SIDE OUT IF NOT.. I WILL GO MAD.


CB.. KNN.. THINK U GT MONEY, BIG DEAL IZZIT? DUN THINK U HAVE SOME STUPID MONEY CAN INSULT ME LOR.


i am sorry to say all these if he really likes me. DEN TOO BAD. he needs to wake up from his fairy tales! just the thought of a 40 yrs old uncle professing his love to a young lil gal can make me puke out my breakfast, lunch and dinner out man. SUPER ER XIN LOR!!!!!


serve him right if he has a motive. DEN.. HE REALLY NEED TO GET A LIFE. GROW UP! oh pls uncle.. VERY shameful lor. he needs a 17 yrs old lil gal to tell him that. i er lian him lor..


as a token of his appreciation for his effort, time and money spent, i will fully sponsor him a trip to geylang and fuck all he wants. PLUS i will get a uVibe for him so he can use it anytime and anywhere he is. self-service! SEE! i am such an appreciate person afterall. HA HA HA.

i have officially "graduated" from HELL.


HIP HIP HURRAY!! YEAH!! OH YES! OH YES!! :DDD


it is a test of tolerance level to work at MUS and i am glad i have passed thru it. YESSSHH!

TAKE A LOOK AT DA CROWD ON SUN NIGHT. if u walk into da crowd, u will not be able to get out of it alive. no joke k!


NEVER in my life, i face "hei ren" and listen to i-pop songs ALL DAY LONG. i have never been under the hot sun for so long in my life. FREE SUN TANNING SEH! the heat is very unbearable at times.


it is an OUTDOOR fair. VERY "outdoor"! vehicles are parked just directly infront of e roadshow. the air i inhale in is super polluted. ha..


THE WORST PART IS.. 4-5 SPEAKERS BLASTING AT THE SAME TIME. worst than being under the hot sun. cant even hear what my colleagues were talking..


thank god. i am out of this hellhole. i feel like i am back as a HUMAN BEING. :DDDD

hmmmm... HUGE bananas... LOL!!!!




babe going uniform bday party with her friend.


seeing her friend wearing SCHOOL UNIFORM make me feel so... haiz...




HARE RAM HARE RAM, HARE KRIHNA HARE RAM!!


my fav i-pop song! dun play play.. still gt rap de hor! i am so going to buy the CD and movie tmr! WOOOOhooo...!


I GONNA MISS THE FOOD! chicken rice, chicken cutlet, high-5 nasi lemak, tea, masala potato with curry sauce!!! great colleague to work with and becos of them, working at MUS becomes more bearable. :)


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it just sucks so much to work at MUS.


sales is terribly bad. SAD AH! the rich "hei ren" there looks lyk poor smelly prawns. very difficult to differentiate lor. the "hei ren" damn ti ko lor. very cheeky! machiam like so deprived of ***. HAIZ. i dare not serve also.. boh sim to serve! how to do sales man..


cannot force them also.. the more u force, the more they will feel u wanna rip off their money. "hei ren" dun lyk it lor..


f**king "hei ren"!! i dun wan to have any eye contact with them cos i knw.. they are looking at me from up to down. HAIZ.


"hei ren" from SA (country) and b****** are the worst. SUPER TI KO. di siao siao one lor.. for gals, NEVER step into MUS alone. CONFIRM will kena brush against!


i dun like to serve "hei ren". CONSIDER, CONSIDER, CONSIDER. CONSIDER THEIR HEADS! very difficult to do closing.


"i will think about it."
"how many cost?"
"discount? discount?"
"give me a full demo.."


STANDARD PHRASE THEY LOVE TO USE. and of cos... SHAKE THEIR HEADS! standard action OKAY.


3 MORE DAYS! HAIZ..... feel very numb alr.

i am so gonna get my bike license next yr and buy a vespa by my 19 yrs old bday!!! i wan my bike to look something like this. high possibility lah.. 75%? have been aiming it since sec 2 leh.. gotta start saving up now!! hopefully i will be able to get it. pls pls pls!!

beetle cabriolet! i am so in love with this cute lil car. i want it to be my wedding car when i get married. DIE DIE must have! gosh.. i can picture the whole scenery out liao sia.


$$$! i want $$$!!! i want a rich handsome hubby!!! Geeezz!!!


dream on lor, irene.... LOL!



OH YES OH YES!! I AM OUT OF MUS IN 4 MORE DAYS!! YEAH!!! will be stationed at PWP. omg.. it is super duper wuper far..far..FAR...!!


my life is so peaceful now man.. hope HE would stop contacting me forever. if he comes again, i will chop him a LV neverfull bag for christmas present liao. LOL!! yah right lah!


praying hard that he will not appear again. 4 more days and i will be "safer". it will be difficult for him to track down my location liao by den. i am so not appreciative hor? afterall, he give me a iPhone leh. haiya.. dun care lah! :ppp

OMG. SEE HOW CROWDED IT IS!

THE HEAT IS SUPER UNBEARABLE IN DA AFTERNOON. LISTEN TO I-POP SONGS WHOLE DAY. :'(


i would never imagine that i will have a chance to work at MUS lor. 2-3 WEEKS SOMEMORE! WAHHH LAUUU!!!! THE MOST KUKU PLACE I EVER WORK AT IN MY LIFE!!!! i could understand how fon and xin felt when they took bus 857 back home now.


HE look for me again on sun but we maintain as salesman and customer relationship. we just talk abt the products. he isnt contacting me that often now. BUT STILL , i need to be on guard. he might be "yi dui wei jing".


i google his name and found some interesting facts. shld be quite sugarish.. if i am not wrong, the delivery address belongs to his dad. i track down his own address.. one day i will go splash pain sia. LOL!!


i suka suka say that can somebody buy s500i, ultra music or iphone for me plus i wan a sugar daddy and it REALLY HAPPEN. so..eh..can somebody give me S$10000? LOL!!


i dun wan sugar daddy liao lah. TOO dangerous and risky. i wan sugar mummy or handsome sugar boy PLS!! damn wasted.. there was once a sugarish auntie ask me to be her god daughter leh. HAIYA!!! imagine.. we go shopping together and she will just swipe, swipe and swipe and buy many many things for me. I WANT I WANT!!


i am dreaming too much liao...

iPhone and MY PSP..


IPHONE IS THE COOLEST GADGET I EVER USE. COOLEST SHIT EVER!! HOLY SHIT MAN!! i am still exploring...


really.. the temptation is too strong for me to resist. i have been aiming for the phone ever since it is officially launched in US. i love the phone so so so much...!!


IT IS AN IPOD. A PHONE. AN INTERNET DEVICE.


no joke k! that sugarish uncle really give me an iPhone.. BUT still, i need to be C.A.R.E.F.U.L. safety comes first.. he CONFIRM has a motive. too many loopholes alr.. skali he high tech wor..able to track down my blog leh. dun play play..


i figure out why he dare to give me his cards that day. he must be hoping i will swipe it so he can use it to threaten me. NB.. he claims that he knw mustafa. HELLO. mustafa has passed away in 2001. if he knw mustafa den LKY is my god father hor. so i just pretend to huh? really ah? Woooow...i AM SO IMPRESSED.


YAH RIGHT. how dare he give me a fake delivery address! (he says so when i told him i wanna return the phone by post/ put in his mailbox). DAMN ASS. one day i might just go down to the address and check it out. HANG PIG'S HEAD AH! he give it to me on his own accord w/o any T&Cs. SERVE him right if he really has a motive. this kind of asshole really deserve to be chop like carrots. chop him 2k only (1k on the products and another 1k on iphone).. he shld thank god already liao.


eh.. and dun play play leh. ppl holding credit card application form when he give me da phone. WAH.. good acting skills seh! i dun need cards lah. just give me real SG dollars. hmmmm... 10k will be more than enuff.. admire me right? give me SG 10k and i will print out my A4 size pic to him. let him slowly admire and fantasize.. HA HA HA HA!!! but..but..but.. i scare he cannot take it leh! afterall, he is UNCLE leh. as a token of appreciation, i will get a blood pressure monitor for him. made in japan de hor. mai siao siao..


ENJOY ACTING RICH RIGHT? COME FIND ME AGAIN AND I WILL MAKE SURE HIS POCKET BURN!


NB... how dare he play mind games with me! so enjoy playing with me is it? so well-planned ar.. NB OLD GINGER!! SCREW HIS ARSE UPSIDE DOWN.