it is the 6th day that we have not met. gosh! i cant believe i have survived through.. in fact, this is the longest period ever we are separated.

quarreled.. yes.. yet again.. but this time round, i am just taking my time to mend back things. cos i am simply too busy. there are super lots of things to be completed. i am drowning myself with lots of work. study, study and study to stop my minds from wandering off. if things cant be mend back, so be it.

part of me still misses him a lot but i am starting to get used to the way things are now. i.e. me being alone. somehow, there is lesser frustration. i dun really have to care about so much things. i am able to concentrate better in my school work. i do feel so shitty at times that even a hug needs to be requested. i dun have to care so much about his shitty friends' opinions about me. yes, they are bad company! bad people! i dun even have many topic to talk with them and i feel super bored when they are around. it is just very un-natural! must be the age gap differences..

there isnt anything bad about being single. so much freedom!~ can do whatever i want.. woohoo!