每一次 都在 徘徊孤单中坚强

每一次 就算很受伤也不闪泪光

不去想 他们 拥有美丽的太阳

我看见 每天的夕阳也会有变化

但 我知道 我一直有双隐形的翅膀

带我飞 飞过绝望 给我希望

我 相信 梦想总有一天会开花

隐形的翅膀 让梦恒久比天长

留一个愿望让自己 想象。。。

Life's inevitable challenges will become opportunities to make you more powerful.


OBSTINATE RIGORE!!

my left eye hurts................ =(


and i am getting old.......... =(


oh well.... i saw my pri sch friend. 4 years ago, i provided her food, money and lodging when she ran away from home. FOR one week k. bought clothings for her somemore! BUT she cheated my trust and money, leaving me to clean off the mess.


AND today, she treated me soya bean milk. PLS LAH. i dun wan soya bean milk. i wan my money back pls??? $_$


wah lau.. i still can smile back to her and exchange friendly greetings. -_-" am i dumb or what....*sigh*


i guess this is just me....SuperDumboIrene!


always ppl cheat me!! CANNOT! i want to cheat ppl back!! lol.. just kidding lah.

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.


i am so hurt that i couldnt feel anymore pain. pro leh.. it doesnt really make a difference whatever that is going to happen in the future anymore.


WAHAHAHA.


alright. shuddap and move on with life :)


i want to get a very beautiful colourful bday cake on my pathetic17thbday and finish it all by myself. my only wish for this year is to have a very beautiful bday cake. thats all....very simple. i just wan to be really alone with my cake on that day. i dun ask for much. i just wan everything to be true, simple and pure on that very day.


I JUST WAN A BEAUTIFUL BDAY CAKE NO MATTER WHAT!!!


i have learnt something...
對人講人話﹐對鬼講鬼話。
跟我講什麼話﹐我跟你講什麼話回。
我不會客氣。。我會敢敢講。。


Quote of the day:
Don't wish it was easier; wish you were better. Don't wish for less problems; wish for more skills. Don't wish for less challenges; wish for more wisdom.

I AM REALLY SWAY CAN!


i got caught for cheating bus fare and my bloody phone spoilt!!


2007 is such a sucky year for me. nothing goes well at all.


but... shiok ah!! DAMN SHIOK! LOL.


WAHAHAHAHA!!! WAHHAHAHAA!!!


i still believe i can fly and touch the skies. oh well, this is random..


Woooo~fly~fly~ i can fly~ dun be surprised.. pigs can fly too! XD


Quote of the day:
It is not what happens that determines the major part of your future. What happens, happens to us all. It is what you do about what happens that counts.

GUESS WHAT...


i lose 1 kg! =p

how sway my life can be...


take 2 bus and 1 cab in order to reach my destination.


gosh... am i dumb or what? =(


things will only get more difficult as time goes. OMG.


my life is so screwed up and it is full of neverending obstacles. i guess this is what makes my life interesting and fun. HA!


oh well.. i let the fucking ass off. thought of having my sweet revenge but forget it. no point getting angry with fugly ppl. *yawnz*


Quote of the day:
We must all suffer from one of two pains: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret. The difference is discipline weighs ounces while regret weighs tons.

fucking asshole! you fucking ass!


screw you! SCREW YOU!!


how dare u cheat on me!!! u fucking cheat!!


yr fucking acting is so fucking convincing. I BET U MUST BE FROM DRAMA CLUB. RIGHT??!!


disgusting guys i have seen many but i have never seen someone who is so good in lying as you.


THANKS for the drawing.. i bet yr lil bro or sis was the one who draw it RIGHT? Wow, so much "effort" u must have put in.


THANKS for all the poetic msg.. i wonder how many gals have actually recieved it.


THANKS FOR ALLL THE CHEAPO GIFTS ALSO!! u are not only a fucking cheat. u are also a fucking cheapo.


I THOUGHT U WERE DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS BUT I AM SO WRONG!! KNOW WHAT? I TOOK PITY OF YOU!! I THOUGHT U REALLY LIKE ME AND I TRY MY BEST NOT TO HURT YOU. IF NOT, I COULD HAVE IGNORED YOU JUST LIKE HOW I DID TO OTHERS. YOU FUCKING CHEAT!! ARGH!! YOU BLOODY ASSHOLE. SURE KNOW HOW TO ACT DUMB AND INNOCENT RIGHT? NEVER DID I EXPECT THAT YOU WERE LYING ALL THE WHILE!! I TREAT U AS A GOOD FRIEND BUT U TREATED ME AS AN IDIOT! YOU BLOODY FUCKING ASSHOLE!! HOW DARE YOU BLUFF ME!!


PLAY WITH ME? FINE! I GONNA PLAY WITH YOU BACK! JUST WAIT AND SEE!


PLAY WITH MY KINDNESS!!! DAMN YOU LAH!!


BY BEING KIND TO OTHERS, I AM BEING CRUEL TO MYSELF. PROVEN ONCE AGAIN!!

這四年來﹐我終於在今天看到我身旁人的真面目。


真讓人作嘔。:-)


哈哈哈哈。。有趣! 很有趣!


我真的很想對他們說聲謝謝。


這幾個禮拜可說是我人生中的低潮但我會自己爬起來的。


這痛苦的教訓我會永遠記在心裡。


一次的跌倒不代表永遠的失敗。


真正的強者是不會跌倒了而不爬起來。


我就是一個強者! 永遠都是。


可能表面上的我看起來若無其事變了。。


但內心的我從來都沒有變到。我是不會忘記我的 "本"。


努力過的汗水會不斷地灌溉美好的未來。


i dun owe anybody any explanations and i reserve the rights not to answer any questions. so, keep those questions to yourself fu*kers. oh yes, thanks for acting like you care, fu*kers. Wow, i am so amazed by the marvellous acting skills! but fu*kers. dun come to me and show off your acting skills. i seriously have enough and it will only disgust me further. go to bollywood and show the bangala what you have got and win an award back, ya? they might be so 'stimulated' and ask for more. Well.. well.. well.. what good future prospects.


oh well, this is absolutely crap. LOL!


and so, i guess there is no more reason for me to be kind to others (except for those i care). by being kind to others is being cruel to myself.


Quotation of the day:
There is only one thing more painful than learning from experience and that is not learning from experience

ehhh.. i fish this prawn one! XD

i am the record holder for fishing and eating the most prawns.

hehe. i am pro right?

prawn fishing requires skills and a lot of patience is needed.

the bbq prawns taste yummylicious! drooool...

I LOVE PRAWN FISHING!!!!!

i didnt exercise today


cos i am so bored of cycling.


HA HA. somebody play badminton or bball with me leh...?


i wanna slim down and tone up!!! i will! :)


slim-slim-me-to-be! :p


and so...


i went for my job training.


it is a very interesting but tough job to be a sales promoter.


IRENE, GO GO GO!


it may be saddening to _____ but if i look from another viewpoint, what i am gaining from this year will be totally different from others.


it has given me certain opportunities which otherwise would not have been possible.


i did not give up. just that i am taking a longer route. HA HA.


stay positive! :)


sweet sweet piggy holidays~ ~ :) :)


auntie.....i miss you so :p

i am exercising like almost everyday.


WOOHOO! BURN OFF FATS!!


i really feel that i have lost some fats. HA HA. =x


i am so shameless.


my target is to be like jolin tsai.


i am jolin-to-be. =x


MUaHAHAhaHAHa!!!

我好想吃好多好多東西阿。。=(

LOL.


this is the result of a personality test i took.


HA HA HA. damn funny la.


worst result i ever got man....

DIM SUM BUFFET @ teahouse!

needless to say, i am of cos the one who eat the most!

haiya.. we eat so little. not shiok at all.

stooopid xe slim down so much and she is so TALL. *faint*

i have to look up when i talk to her sia.

oh yes, i dun lyk ppl to wear high heels and stand beside me! TSK!

it is very nice to catch up with one another. so many things change after we graduate.


hmmmmm.... moving on ya... =)

i just got myself a job.


very attractive pay and i only have to work few days per week.


but i hate doing job that is related to sales. TSK!


oh yes, i just went back to school to get my o level cert.

TADAH!


my result like not-here-not-there. hmmmm...


by right, i shld feel happy to go back to school but the fact is, I DUN.


i hate entertaining stupid questions and so, i decided to lie to shut their mouth.


I WANT A WHITE PSP!! random topic. lol.

Problem no.1
how am i going to say that i just _____ on _____ ?


i have got 3 choices.


a) tell the truth
b) tell a lie
c) dun go


a), b) or c) ??


telling the truth to my friends is so easy but....... haiyo eh.



Problem no.2
if i say out a secret, i will become the next "huang na".
if i dun, i will be guilty for the rest of my life.


Aaaahhhh! i so wanna say out the secret!


how can i allow that person A continuing cheating?


why??!! why??!!


i really wish person B would find out the truth one day. *pray*


i am so disgusted by the fact. =(


wah lau! x 3


argh! x 5



Problem no.3
how am i going to say that _____ without _____ ?


my fault lor =(


the day _____ will be the day that i _____ .


maybe i shld just break the promise.....

Wah lau eh...


somebody hack into my friendster account.


this stoopid person sent a msg to my friend. wah lau eh.. i am afraid that she isnt the only one who recieves it.


"irene wrote:> Hello! How have you been? Wow.. You're sure a bitch man.. You know something? I ask my guy friends whenever they saw you, to rape you.. You're a bitch!!! i HATE yOU!!!! yoU backstab me! Fuck your mother!!! "


obviously, this is NOT my style of typing and i wont do such things la. WAH LAU!!!


so my friend replied..


"WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK FOR I BACKSTAB YOU. SO WHAT IF I'M A BITCH. COME LA. CB. HATE ME THEN FINE. DON'T FUCKING SAY MY MOTHER. IF YOU REALLY WU JI THEN YOU COME SETTLE WITH ME. STILL ASK YOUR GUY FRIENDS. WTF. GROW UP LA. I NEVER MAKE YOU YOU JOLLY WELL DON'T FUCKING ACCUSE ME OKAY. I DON'T WANT TO QUARREL WITH YOU. "


she is like so agitated. LOL.


luckily, my friend believe that i wasnt the one who did it. of cos la, do i look like i will do such things? obviously no right?


idiot la! i have to change all the pw now. =(

and so..


i am officially OUT!


how should i feel sia...

my very first chalet. HA HA. damn suaku.

after contemplating for e past few weeks, i have finally come out with a specific goal.


a goal to achieve within the next 5 or 6 years. :)


it is a secret! LOL.


oh yes, i gonna work on it and make it happen.


我會東山再起的!


Wahahaha!!

why do ppl give up easily?


do not want to try becos you are afraid of failure?


afraid of failure becos you start to find out more abt yr own weakness and limited abilities?


you know that chances of achieving is slim?


and so, you started giving excuses to give up?


you try to escape from everything so that you will feel better?


this is what happening to me now.


i am exposed to too much of my weakness and i cant take so much of it all of a sudden.


i am losing my confidence and so, i decided to give up. *slap myself 10 times*


DUN EVER BE LIKE ME. the feelings really suck and you will feel so lousy abt yrself.


therefore, i decided to give myself a one year break to sort out my thoughts and to prepare myself mentally.


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oh yes, i will definitely not be idling. i will not! i will not! i will show actions starting from now on!


i am consciously aware of my own actions and my maturity level is still there.


so what i am going to do after one year will stay as secret cos it sounds too dumb!


SuperIrene will come back even stronger than before OK! i will be back with more! I WILL!!


i will stay positive and i will not give up on my dreams. i will fulfil my dreams with my own abilities! my motivation will never die!


life is so short. fight for what you want. dun give up on yr dreams! live yr life to the fullest!


if you think you can do it, YOU DEFINITELY CAN!


MUST ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YRSELF!!


IF YOU WANT IT, GO FOR IT!!! DO IT!!!

my new blog :)


i decided to have a public & private blog. wu liao la i know. HAHA.


how can i let everyone know that i am ______ ?


oh yes, RMB TO TAG!!