my current fav show - nodame cantabile!! 交響情人夢!! VERY FUNNY AND CUTE!! must watch!! gonna watch the live-action drama after i finish e anime. SHIOK. YEAH. give up watching zhong ji yia jia cos e whole show is jus talking, talking and talking. lor song!

i have really slacken after staying in slq for too long . my product knowledge is CMI now but i am slowly picking up again. must always remind myself...prawns also can be cooked and eaten. ti kos also must serve and chop them like carrots. mindset MUST be very strong!

study all the products and do research. prepare my very own demo file. i wanna perform!!! muahahaha.. den next time mgr will request to put me in their areas. LOL!!!! think too much...

and.. did i mention that e ah pek came back to find me again? 7TH TIME ALREADY!!! he DIDNT change clothes lor!!!!! yucksss!!! haha.. i didnt know tt i have so much mei li. he gonna be so heartbroken when he cant find me at slq..

i do all the sai kang while u get all the profits!


irrirating asshole! ARGH! so unfair!!!


this week is my last week at slq and i will be at vic next week onwards. woohoo! vic = good sales! this is what i think.. gonna put in my best effort. chiong liao! earn and save as much as i can now.


i just feel so sian......very sian.........cant find any meanings in my life......sian sia......

Super sad ah! there are some scratches on my psp! :((( but it is not really that visible.

work today was alright but...i miss working at fairs! compared to working in outlets, fairs are less stressful. bloody mgr keep pushing me for sales while he just slack. pls be a good role model, can? he only press me for sales but didnt push the full-timers. SO UNFAIR. colleague A wants me to sell lesser and his words are demoralizing at times. evil!

starting to feel stressed becos i have to bear part of shop's target too. no wonder pimples are popping out. LOL.

PIMPLE OUTBREAK! not as if i am under a lot of stress lor!


HAIZ!!!!! WHYYYYY!!!!


just came back from the social night. i thought it was only a small gathering but.... really got a shock of my life! i wanna strangle him for not telling me... he is damn smart lor! seduce me with food.


ok lor.. food was good. hmmmm.. thought all of them are botaks with pimples all over their face but NO, i was so wrong! DIDNT EXPECT there would be handsome army guys and seriously, there are a few REALLY VERY good looking ones.. truly regretted not wearing contact lenses there!


the gals are SO TALL and SO CHIO. i am SO SHORT and SO UGLY. really no fight at all.. HAIZ!!! can somebody pls sponsor me to go for plastic surgery?


u knw their first qus.. "which uni are u in?" HAIZ!! I AM JUST A SCHOOL DROPOUT. A PATHETIC SALES PROMOTER WHO DUN EARN MUCH. felt abit...demoralized but i am glad tt i told the truth. the more u try to hide the truth, the more hurt u will feel. FACE IT than running away from the truth. i really need to learn hw to tackle questions when i go back again. YES! DO ROLE PLAY! and he asked me what am i going to do next yr and frankly speaking, i dun have the answers. he is smart and someone with high aspirations.. a TRUE scholar! compared with him, i am really..so..cmi........


to tell e truth, i am really scared of the future. lotsa uncertainies.. lotsa questions in my mind.. abt 105 more days to go.. feel so helpless sometimes.. very tired.. i am the only person who can help myself now..


i really feel MORE awake now! regarding back-to-school issues, i REALLY need to think of what is my potential and what am i capable of.. I NEED A GOAL, A PLAN AND VERY STRONG MINDSET. CONFIDENCE! DESIRE! MOTIVATION! i really cant afford to spend another one year working. DIE DIE NO MATTER WHAT I MUST GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT YEAR. you will only knw hw to treasure when u lose it. MUST start doing research and gather all the infor!


school dropout....sounds really awful...must stop labelling myself with that name..

I HATE SALES MAN!!


sales man will always be sales man. KUKU LIAR!!! i had my reputation! cant believe i can be that dumb man! i am so angry with myself for being so dumb and stupid. he could make feel that i have accused him and treat him drink to compensate him. PRO RIGHT? he is really slapping himself for asking me to help him check how much other shops are selling. thanks to him, i knw e truth! quote me 25 bucks for the pouch. market price is ONLY 10 bucks lor. give me so much crap reasons...! it is like i have trust in him and that is why i am willing to pay a higher price when i could get it cheaper from my friend. paid a 10 buck demo disc when the fact that mod psp slim does not need it anymore. just need to knw hw to configure nia lor. still can give me crap reason that e lens will spoil without demo disc. super kuku lor. FUCKING LIAR. still have the cheeks to insist that he didnt lie.. i really cant tahan the fact that when i have found out e truth, u still wanna keep it from me. ku ku idiot!!


LESSONS LEARNT:
NEVER EVER BUY THINGS FROM SIM LIM SQUARE.
u wont want to step into slq also cos it is such a kuku place. see the shop uncles sitting outside already very er xin liao lor. they act as if they never see women before. the smell there is unbearable also!! the whole place is just so er xin. i can tell you...everywhere u go CONFIRM have dead skins and dandruff. dun ever go and touch the demo and display sets. super super super er xin. i feel lyk puking already lor...


i have my compensation back - free pouch and meal. dun care ah! i am very thick skinned. BUT it is not enough. nb.. i will get him keep changing games for me. change, change, change!!


so pissed off. today just sucks so much!


den hor, i cant believe Mr KW is still sms-ing me when i have not replied a single sms for the past 7 months. 7 MONTHS. so persistent! so sad that i never reply? i grant his wish. "Yes, i am very busy. can you stop sms-ing me." happy boh to recieve my msg finally? IRRITATING IDIOT. is he brainless or what? sad...sad..SAD HIS HEAD. knw hw damn stupid it is. i deleted him off my friendster list and he added me back. so i blocked him and he continues to sms me. *faint..* he really eat full full nothing to do lor. serve him right for sms-ing at the wrong timing!


ROARRRR!! i just wanna find faults with everything today.


EVERYTHING IS JUST SO SUPER ER XIN. the customers...the shop uncles..THEY ARE JUST SO ER XIN. how i want to slap them so much! assholes! i am losin all hopes in guys. know hw pek che when i wan to go to e ladies, i have to pass by all the stupid er xin uncles sittin outside their shops. i see their face also really cmi lor.. the guys and uncles there ALL CMI!!!!


sometimes not that i want to shoot back customers. the questions...the arrogance...blah blah...they have is so unbearable! keep challenging price. somethin that cost 588, can challenge for 300 bucks. are they brainless or what? at least be more realistic when u challenge price la. dun be so dumb can..


^$^#^%&#%$&%^#!!!!!!

the days feel like years....

i am so broke..


and i am getting more and more fat!


this really sucks... :(((


12 more days to pay day!!!!!!!!


my life is so...boring.... i want to get out of sg leh!!! suan le.. i go find a qing ren.. anyone?? LOL!!


HAIYA... SO SIAN LAHHHH!!!

just bought my psp slim. big hole in pocket now. cant help feeling that i have been ripped off!


stop being so paranoid, irene!! but still.. better dun let me find out they have conned me or give me fake memory card. if not.. if not.. i will confirm.. burn down their whole shop. lol.. no joke.


vent my frustration on poor customers today again.


customer: "got free gifts?"
me: "ONLY aunties buy things for free gifts. BE A MAN. u like it u buy it."


he is so pissed off by my words and walk off. la la la~ :p


den another customer..


me: "wah.. sir.. yr tummy is big. how to attract gals? HOW? you wan to be more handsome? do u wan to attract more gals?"
customer: "ya ya."
me: "BE A MAN. be steady. u like it u buy. are u a man?"
customer: "ya ya."
me: "ok.. good.. i help u check a new one. paying by?"


and he really take out the card lor! so shocked! my service is so bad lor. they dun feel offended by what i said at all. LOL. cant be bothered to serve him cos e customer and his friends all look lyk ti kos!


the really funny part abt today is... an ang mo thought i am fiona xie. hahahahahahahaha...


angmo: "i knw it sounds abit rude but may i ask u a question?"


i thought he is going to tell me some RA stuffs.


ang mo: "are u fiona xie?"


WAH LAU. this is really joke of the year.


me: "no. i am not fiona xie."
ang mo: "no. you must be fiona xie."
me: "no. i am really not fiona xie."
ang mo: "u hurt my heart. i am not a dumbo. u are fiona xie"
me: "oh.. okay.. i am fiona xie. so what am i supposed to do? do u wan my signature?"
ang mo: "yes. that will be great. pls write, "with lots of love, fiona xie." "
me: "oh okay.. hmmm.. there is no paper. why dun u go and find a paper and pen?"
ang mo: "oh sure sure. i will be back."


haiya.. my "fan" never come back for my signature!


SUPER FUNNY LOR.

i bully prawn today again. gosh.. i am so evil.


prawn: "can i try this?"
colleague: "yes, u can try but must pay $10."
prawn: "nvm. den can i try that one? need to pay?"
me: "oh.. no need. but try must buy lah."
me: " i get a new one for u?" and he nod his head.


i knw he wont buy but i just rush in and get a new piece.


me: "sir.. $148."
prawn: "no no.. i dun wan."
me: "WAH. HELLO. u say u wan to buy now u dun wan. u playin with me ah? here not playground hor. foolin me around is it? be a man. be steady. u wan u buy"
prawn: "sorry sorry.. sorry sorry.."


so happy to see his pathetic face can! HAHAHAHA
he pointed to another product and ask for the price.


me: "$198."
prawn: "$100 can?"
me: "sir.. here NOT fish market hor. here NOT fish market hor. this is listed company hor. u wan bargain u go fish market. u wan u buy."
prawn: "$110 can?"
me: "told u not fish market already hor. GO LAH GO LAH."
prawn: "thank you thank you." and he look so happy.


really funny lor! haiya! shouldnt have let him off so easily man!

iPod touch! I WANT!~ it is not a necessary. it is only a luxury want. cant bear to buy it with my own money. Sighhhh.. money is so hard to earn can! somebody get it for me pls? lol! i wish i could print money... >.<

PSP Slim! waiting for the rose pink psp slim to be out now. friend says that it will be out later this month. trust his words! still must wait...! tsk...


hope my phone spoil den i can have a reason to buy a new one. wanna throw away my lousy lau cock cock phone leh!!


IF I WAS A RICH GAL~~ lalala...

表面所上看不到的东西好恐怖啊!
天真的脑袋有时候也真受不了。
每天都好像在打战似的。。好累~


需要战胜自我才可以战胜别人。
还得懂得怎么做人! 好重要哦~
我还真搞不懂现在的人在想些什么。。所谓日久见人心。


别想怎么多了吧! 最重要专心做好自己的本分。。

_

my customer says i look very innocent and dun look lyk i am a person who will lie. HE IS SO RIGHT!!!!! :p anw since he says so, i act soft act gentle lor to close the deal. how to reject me right? Geeez! sold him my very first wireless massenger! i just bomb my way thru man..


heehee! i have to learn how to make use of my innocent-looking face effectively! maybe i shld learn how to shed tears within 10 secs also! HAHAHAHA!!!


my job is 0h-so-fun-pls!

TIRED lah!!!


i am so kind today man! so patience to all the customers who walk in... must always remind myself..fishing and cooking "prawns" require a lot of patience. irene, be patience!! be patience!!


but really pek che lah! SO MANY INEDIBLE PRAWNS TODAY!!! ROOOAAARRRR!!! wah lau. the whole outlet becomes prawn rearing farm lor! i dun lyk to rear prawns lah. can see but cannot cook.


SIAN AH. i want lobsters lah! :(


OH YES! PSP SLIM IS HACKED!!!! didnt expect it to be so fast man! :DDDD

WAH! I WAS SO FAT! 3 yrs ago.. really so fat man. classic lor! gt it from friend's friendster. the rest in the pic i dunno are they still alive not.. lol!

_


I LOVE ROLLER BLADING! woohoo! my newly found love! i am a fast learner leh.. :p MUST go blading again!!!! actually hor... i love playing sports one.


and so happy la! ya ping will be working with me at slq this week! yeahhh! will be at slq next week too! love that place to the core! off work at 8pm everyday. wooooaahhhhh! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! i wont be idling next week! i am enjoying life at slq sia... MUAHAHAHAA!!


wish myself goooood sales tmr!! money money come come!!~ NO money NO TALK. lol!

i saw the ah pek i met at pzs AGAIN. third time! coincidentally, he happens to work near slq. gosh! den hor, he gives me a small lil present.


guess..guess..guess what he give me?


$1.60 mooncake from sheng siong supermarket!


really sian man..! CMI. -______-" thought he gonna give me something expensive and he didnt take out the reciept lor! i dun wan cheapo mooncake lah!! so SAD! i am only worth THAT much. me? $1.60.....? :(


Sighhh.. might as well i treat him eat $2 chicken rice lor!


what a weird ah pek!

i feel so insecured..... :(

I HATE ______!!


ever since the 'poking butt' incident, i hav a really bad impression of them. and what i cant really stand is their pocket no money still act as if they have lotsa money. ROOOAARRR!!


when they come to me, i will just shoot, shoot and shoot them. no need to give face and be polite. wahahaha! and that is the fun part. FREE entertainment man!


i am still learning how to play with the calculator. den hor, the shop uncles there are super di siao. ER XIN LOR! and many er xin customers today also and they really deserved to be shoot!


i manipulate ppl not ppl manipulate me. must always remind myself of this... bomb everything till they have nothing to say. counter back all the questions!! yes! i am still learning. wahahahaha!!


_


在这个残酷现实的世界里，不是你死就是我死。我当然不想先死。

life is good! :)


time will heal everything i guess. the real enemy in life is myself. obstacles are opportunity to grow stronger.


different places have different styles of doing sales. at slq, it is totally different from other places..a style of doing sales that i have never come across ie creating buying mood, etc. i am still observing and learning. Woooo.. and i enjoy playing ah cha and they still can smile when i shoot them. LOL!!!


the best part is i am off from work at 8pm and after that, i can play Wii at e game shop. i want to play the boogie game again!!! so fun and cute~~!!!


WAHHHAHAAAAA!!

bye gwc-f! it wasnt that bad as i thought. woah! my sales even better than some. a good start for the month! :)


i am such a slacker! u knw.. i cant be bothered to serve prawns. i let other ppl serve. so i stay extra alert and chiong when i see potential buyers. my mindset is i am there to earn extra cash not to entertain bo liao ppl.


i just love goin to fair so much! time passes so much faster than in outlets and can chit chat with many ppl. ^^


it was my supervisor's bday and we bought a cake for her. the others all siam in the pic liao. she wasnt that fuckup as i heard from the gossips and seriously she treat me quite good. hopefully i wont be able to see her fuckup side. must slowly build up relationship with her but cannot be too obvious la.. LOL!!!


i think there will be a very high possibility to stop work for two weeks after this wk. all cos of mooncake ppl!!! die lah.. no income! got to start thinking how to make fully use of the two weeks break. hmmm.. take this gd opportunity to learn roller blading and brush up my guitar skills!


alright.. good sales! jia you jia you!

my friend just lend me his ds. so heavy and bulky but better than nothing. and it is such a miracle to see him and keep in contact again.. lol!


change my mind again.. i will get psp slim instead. how i wish i would pick up a psp tmr leh.


cant wait to get my own portable game set to kill boredom when i am waitin to reach my destination. cant wait cant wait!!


i am going sim lim next week. woah! must go make friends with the ppl working beside my outlet to dig out more infor. slowly build up relationship for the next few days before bringing up the topic. muahahahaa!! :ppp