xiao didi ah beng ask come to me and ask if he could make friends with me. not one but two on da same day when i was playing arcade with a friend! wahahaha!! i am xiao didi killer! lol..

i was looking at my past photos.. gosh.. my facial quality in the past was so much better than now. ok random..

i wanna GO TAIWAN!!!! damn.. i am so regretted now that why didnt i purchase two hundreds plus air tickets. AIYA~~~~~ ok random..

i think elvis presley is supeeeer handsome in his young days... he gt super good vocals and he is really charming. ok random...

i am missing him so much... ok random...

i AM SO BORED!!!! ok random..

i grow a white hair!!


haha.. my first white hair!!! :(


i am feeling better now for the loss of his bike. have been reading newspaper these few days.. so many negative news! gosh! i feel so blessed to be kicking and alive.. healthy.. sg citizen.. etc..


when u feel down, read newspaper! lol.. anw.. celebrated bf dad birthday ytd and i kinda feel happy that his mum is accepting me well.. heehee! :) u knw... she actually scolded me before saying I DUN HAVE MANNERS. lol!!!


my life just revolve around bf..bf..bf..bf..bf.. right now.. in my eyes, i can only see him! i feel happy when he is.. oh dear!


alright.. got to finish my assignment liao.. :)

Not a very happy year.. 2009.. :(


it just happen to be SO SWAY that his smaller bike was stolen on the last day of 2008. we were tgt goin JB for massage. haiz.. what the fuck?


u knw... i SERIOUSLY HATE MALAYSIA!!!! FUCKING CORRUPTED PLACE. POLICE ARE THIEF!! police stole $100 from my bf's wallet last month at jb. screw it.. and screw the malaysian who caused me to pay $70 for the lost stock at work.


i am damn upset for his loss and i am still brooding over it. 10k modification done on the bike :((((( SCREW THE FUCKING ASS WHO STEAL HIS BIKE. very sad lor! i feel that i am the one....who caused his bike to be stolen. low self esteem! haiz..


sometimes i feel that i am a jinx in his life.. just so sway that during our relationship.. his house's dryer, washing machine, rice cooker and refrigerator were spoilt! eh... i didnt touch! bigger bike tyre punctured, side mirror destroyed and scratches inflicted by someone!!! he keep falling sick and even lost some weight.. whereas... i am the one gaining weight!!! 4D first and 3rd price never win cos i am the one who ask him to stop buying 4D. handphone spoilt cos i am drop it many times.


i am damn demoralised. am i the one bringing all these bad luck? i cant stop myself from thinking. really demoralised.. just cant stop blaming myself.


aging year by year but i cant handle rejections well.. sometimes seeing the sadness and stress on his face.. despite all these, he is still trying to make me happy. whereas, i dunno what i can do..


seeing more and more pimples on his face.. losing hair day by day.. more and more white hair.. poor boy must be under a lot of stress! :(


and i am damn upset with my comm skills cos i got a C. cu point is 5 leh! very sad... :(


dammit.. i am so negative right? hahaha.. needa write out my thoughts and den re-organize it.


ok..irene.. BE POSITIVE ALRIGHT? money can be earned back! who knows we will be driving ferrari in the future? health is more impt. it is great that despite all these, we are still alive and kicking! woohoo! you got to be more positive and organize yr stuffs well k! dun neglect yr studies! u still wanna travel around the world!


DESTROY ALL THE OBSTACLES!!! DESTROY!!! i will be strong! fly over despair!~~~

i am STRESSED!


SUPER exhausted! the 4 days HQ clearance fair can seriously take my life man!


i am damn man k... some of the items weigh 15 to 22 kg and i can just carry around.. MAN!


dumb me.. i swipe the WRONG amt. DAMNIT!! burn my pocket $31! and MOST of the items are HALF commission! screw it man.. sell big items also half qei. SIAN...


during these 4 days, i have been worrying abt bf. pray that he will have good sales.. i dun wan to see him unhappy. but sometimes dumbo me will make him upset. auntie irene has moodswing and he has to suffer it :(


must control my moodswing.. he damn poor thing cos he is always the one giving in to me. keeping the best for me... how i wish i could just spend the rest of my life with him traveling around the world now..


really slack thru this 2 weeks holidays lor! damn enjoy! haha..


but i am damn stress now.. cos i have not finished my project and it is due tmr. RTT tmr too! sigh...


CHIOOOOOONG ahhhh!! i want Asssss!! :)


SuperIrene... NEver Say Die!

OUR NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE!!!!!

here goes the story..
set off to meleca with bf and my two friends. 2 hrs to reach there!


we went to try out EYE ON MALAYSIA! celebrate peng yu's 21st birthday inside the cabin.


friends, bf and me :)


i damn scare of heights la! hold on to my bf tightly. haha!


us :)

okay.. the MUST READ part is here!!


we drove back to JB and was heading back home..


after pumping oil, dunno what happen.. there was one TRAFFIC POLICE CAR BEHIND US!! gosh.. i seriously cant believe it will happen to us.


hmmmm.. i am still unsure why it was chasing us. my friend kevin continue driving and peng yu ask him, "eh.. you want to play with him is it?" i think it sorta agitate him.


the police TURN ON ITS SIGNAL!!! kevin jus continue to drive and go on even faster!


peng yu ask him to stop but he didnt! he chiong red light but luckily no cars!!


at the next T-junction, kevin wanted to make a powerful u-turn to get rid of the tp but failed. HIT KERB and the traffic police car almost hit the nearby bungalow. so many many cars at the T-junction lor!!


he step on pedal to go faster. we almost HIT A CAR! he just zoom past. GOSH!!! SINGLE LANE LEH!! wah lau!! luckily, no opposite car bang right infront of us!


den.. he make a quick right turn and the car lose its traction. step on pedal not step on brake lor!!! HAHA.. I THOUGHT IT IS DRIFT LOR!! cos... i can hear the car tyre eEEEeeeEEeeeeEEeeee.. my heart skip a beat.


dunno at where he make a quick right turn again. the car lose its traction...AGAIN. "DRIFT" TWICE! the car was swaying left right left right..


the traffic police damn steady lor! after all these, he is still right behind us!!


guess he was busy looking behind for the traffic police and didnt see the kerb in front. peng yu shouted "eh.. gt kerb infront."


luckily, he turn and hit the kerb not that much. HIT KERB TWICE!!! gosh!! WAH LAU! serious lor.. u knw like those movies..the cars hit directly onto kerb and turn 360 DEGREE MANY MANY TIMES!!


really count ourselves lucky that hit kerb TWICE and the car never overturn lor!


overturn very dangerous lah!! uncle and me not wearing seat belt on and this means our head will be hit right on k!!!


the car was OFF CONTROL. i can only feel the car going left right left right..


the most scary part is here..


IT WAS RED LIGHT AT THE JUNCTION AND THE CAR HAS LOST CONTROL!!! omg!!!


peng yu shouted, "BRAKE BRAKE BRAKE!!" luckily, he managed to JAM BRAKE in time. at time point of time, i can only see LIGHTS ZOOMING IN FRONT OF ME. WE ALMOST HIT CARSSSS!!!


den the car at my right jam brake IN TIME ALSO!! gosh.. i cant imagine if the car crash on from the right. the driver kevin and me will be the one being HIT FIRST!! window will crash and glass with hit us!!! the car is only like 1 pillow away from us.


i can feel that uncle is holding me very tight fearing that i will fly off. thank god uncle is beside me.. thank god.. thank god.. he was holding on to me tightly all the way...


MY EYES BIG BIG. MOUTH WIDE WIDE OPEN LA!!!


after the junction, i gain back my conscious and ask kevin to stop. me, "please.. please stop.. it is too dangerous.. stop playing anymore.. stop stop stop..." THANK GOD HE STOP!! thank god.. thank god..


reall thank god that i am still alive. i was praying for our safety in the car all the while.. i still wanna live.. i am still young.. i dun wan anything bad to happen to all of us.. i dun wanna meet with car accident.. praying.. keep praying.. praying for safety..


the car stop..


THERE WERE 3 POLICE CARS. 3 CIVILIAN CARS!! SHOCK AH!!!!


the police pointed MP5 directly at kevin!! u knw how scare i was when we came out from the car!!


i really felt bursting out.. why did all these things happen.. we are all our way back home already.


haha.. i can only see WNQ _._._._ this car plate!! cos it reminds me of my secondary school teacher name.. must buy 4D liao!


blah blah.. blah... alot of things happen...


anyway, my friend kevin damn ZAI la!! i think normal driver would have already crash liao. his years of experience of playing arcade! he really damn zai lah.. BUT RECKLESS!!! sigh... almost cause many lives gone..


but thank god, i am ALIVE TYPING ALL THESE!!!! I AM ALIVE!!!!

i just needa WHINE!!


OH MY GOD.. OH MY GOD.. i am starting to understand what is meant by the "dark and evil side of the company" they always mean.


i am so damn disgusted. like wth.. i am utterly disgusted with the bitch i used to respect. DISGUSTING!!! really feel lyk POURING ACID on her face for making things difficult for my uncle!!!


gosh.. so schreming and good in plotting! i really pei fu okay! never see someone who is so damn good in plotting. plotting to kick ppl to cold palace, gain control and earn money. even the bald man (used to be powerful) WASNT HER MATCH! plotting step by step to condemn him to nothing.


disgusting part is bald man trying to put me down and hate da bitch by cooking up stupid story. no need to make up a story! i hate the bitch already. but i really hate it when ppl try to take charge of my mind and behaviour.


and the man who always digs his nose!! GOSH!! i dun understand why with his capability, he can hold such high position. thru RELATIONSHIP lor! lazy man who jus wan an easier way out to earn money and entrust bitch with too much power.


ER XIN!!!! POLITICS! TOO MUCH POLITICS!!!


i am startin to lose what i have built.. cos of my relationship. evil bitch wanna put uncle to death and i will also suffer.. scary part is she is still treating me kinda good but stabbing me from behind slowly.. i dun think i will be able to earn like before.. shld start finding another job soon..


AND FCUK!! somebody destroyed uncle's bike...AGAIN! it is damn obvious someone is aiming him! big bike with such outstanding number plate.. easy target! but i just have this strong feeling.. it is the bitch's doings!! it is too concidental!

our baked pasta!


cooked by me and my bf! :D


hehe! the recipe is modified and invented by me k!! my uncle cooked drunken prawns and butter crabs for me last time. the drunken prawns was RESTAURANT STANDARD. no joke! exams over so i finally gt the chance to cook something for him back..


i never cook a proper dish for two years!! the last proper dish i cook was furing FnN o level practical. hahahahaha...!!


my skills super rusty so i got him to help me instead. :p


the baked pasta tasted not bad.. most imptly, it is EDIBLE. hahahaha!!


i felt really bad cos he was the one washing the dishes and mopping the floor. :pppp omg..


my bf can cook! he can sew! he can do housework!


most imptly, he doesnt complain doing all these!! WAHAHAHAHA!! aint i such a lucky woman? cos i cant do all these things well!


one thing bad is he needs to be pushed. he will be perfect if he is ambitious and has more drive! right now, i am trying to motivate him but not to the extend of stressing him out. step by step.. push him to have more drive..


hmmm... sometimes i really wonder... if i really ever let him go, will i still be able to find someone as good as him? hmmmm...