Sleep Paralysis...


i thought i was pressured down by a ghost when i was sleeping last night. so scary la! i was fully conscious but unable to move. it was very frightening and i had some hallucinations. intense sense of danger and terror! i could feel that there is something touching me. tio panic la!


it was only then my friend told me that this was caused by stress. i went on to research and find out that this is sleep paralysis.


Sleep paralysis is a condition characterized by temporary paralysis of the body shortly after waking up or, less often, shortly before falling asleep. Sleep paralysis occurs when the brain awakes from a REM state, but the bodily paralysis persists. This leaves the person fully conscious, but unable to move. In addition, the state may be accompanied by terrifying hallucinations which cause an acute sense of danger. Sleep paralysis is particularly frightening to the individual due to the vividness of such hallucinations.


Reasons include increased stress, sleep deprivation, sudden lifestyle change and sleeping in a face upwards. HAHA! all i have!


haha.. i am under lotsa stress and very deprive from sleep. i didnt experience this when i was studying for my O levels. gosh.. i guess i have to abandon my job soon. really very stressed and tired recently..

dun u think this is interesting? sleep paralysis.. HAHA!

Emo....


i so wanna Screeeeeeeam... mummy ah.... i dunno i will be able to cope for how long more.. everything is killing me and i am feeling so exhausted and suffocated.


Mega fair + Tests = KILLER!


i have no one to turn to and this is the only place where i can rant whatever i want. Haiz.. the tension i am having right now is going too much for me to handle soon.


oh.. oh.. oh.. where is the sunshine me?

Lotsa Thoughts...


i have lotsa thougts to pen down even though i have not completed my tutorials for tmr lessons. work were really hectic for these 2 days and i am so exhausted now. an NEW "interesting" character has surfaced up in my working life and i finally get the chance to meet her (my colleague). oh anw.. she is the top producer of blah blah year lah. super pro salesman!


she is not simple and i just feel that she MAY cause harm/ unbeneficial stuffs to me DIRECTLY. VERY STRONG feeling. i heard lotsa negative things abt her and no doubt, i have my reservation against her her. one thing for sure is...i do not understand why is she treating me so good. maybe becos she is transfering to roadshow group soon? she thought that i am roadshow grp mgr and sup bao bei?


like wtf lor..? ppl thought that i am my roadshow group mgr and esp my sup BAO BEI. like sooooo huh lor..... i am damn stressed and pressurized becos apparantly my group mgr told the other higher management that i am VERY GOOD in selling the new exerciser. AND he told the interesting character to LEARN FROM ME. OBSERVE HOW I SELL. LIKE OMG! he call a super senior staff to learn from me? even if i am not good in selling, i also must act as if i am very good.


even the "interesting" character also heard rumours abt me having HIGH closing rate. it is so NOT true lor. she told me that among all the part-time gals, she always hear lotsa news and compliments abt me. like OMG. i wanna faint pls..


my day one wasnt very good and i was just the average. u knw what the highest rank sale mgr told me...? he said, "i expected you to come and set an example for everyone to follow."


LIKE WAH LAU lor. STRESS LA..... didnt enjoy myself on first day. change my mindset and told myself that i want to enjoy selling. luckily, my performance today was slightly better but i still feel that i can do better. u knw hor.. when i MOVE, e 2 senior staffs will move with me. eg: i stand infront of the roadshow and den i move to the back. they will move to the back too. KUA ZHANG LOR! i can feel that there are ALWAYS EYES looking at me when i am demostrating. ppl kope my demo!!!!!!


back to the interesting character.. i knw that she is smart and she always tries to distract my thoughts. she knw the PATTERN MOVEMENT of my eyes and my small lil actions. actually very easy to see lar anw.. haha. becos.. i am NOT a good actor and i am learning how to now. things gonna be interesting with her transfering to roadshow group.. hehe.. good good..

my group mates.. :)



ACT COOL NOT COOL. HAHA!


The Skateboard Gang.


OMG! i am so tired and i need caffeine everyday to keep me awake. the apel tutor have this qus for us, "what is yr future plan?"


and i ans like this.. "i want to be in H&T industry and venture out of singapore to jap cos i lyk their culture." HAHA! seriously, i dun have any ideas what to do with this diploma cert after i graduate. but.. since i have gotten into this course, i shall try my best to excel. LOL!


i had my first aikido lessons on thur and omg, it involes lotsa falling. i fall like more than 50 times...?? i cant wait to wear another level of uniform! too bad school does not have muay thai. muay thai more SHIOK leh.


i took up street jazz outside and it is sooooo FUN!! will be having my jazz 1 final lessons on next next week. the final showdown! HEHE! thinking of taking up reggae after jazz but the schedule crash with my thur aikido. ARGhhhh... :(


right now, i am thinking of joining an outside club (FMBA - Food & Beverage Managers' Association Youth Wing). sounds fun yea...? i have like become so active so suddenly. LOL!


and yup, happy sweet working to me tmr! :) CHIONG AH!

Me Lurve School !!!



i <3 school cos... i get to sit, talk w/o any constraits, reach hme earlier and it is so much slack compared to work. time flies very fast~! lecture today is so damn shiok cos the lecturer is going at a super crazy bullet speed. very shiok lor cos it keeps awake! damn cool cos i can TOTALLY understand it! maybe it is still to early to say it... LOL!


:)

Very Hectic Life...


Gosh.. i am so tired and exhausted! tutorial homeworks and projects are piling up.. tests are coming up too. HAHA! gotta spend my weekdays VERY WISELY. spend a lot of money ever since school has started. oh man.. gotta control my own spendings too!


but still, i lurve lurve school! hehe.. and yup, i am sooooo looking forward to the MEGA FAIR!! the time to earn big big bucks and i definitely have to PERFORM. this is the only time in the year where all the gals will come tgt and compete. COOL right?


hoho.. i am so looking forward to it!

some of my class gals...!

we have beautiful loooong legs! *yah right..!*

me and my lesmate again..!


something very tulan sia! u knw.. my rich rich royal blood customer bought 6 machines AGAIN plus a very high end chair but NOT from me. oh damnit. the lady from the embassy called me FIVE times but i didnt ans. phone in silent mode! so..she called the customer service and the stooopid customer service ask her to get from any of the outlets.


when i called her back, she told me that the problem has been settled. at that point of time, i didnt knw that she wanna buy. i only knw it until today when my colleague from the outlet told me. WAH LAU!! i lost few hundred bucks la! DAMNIT!!!


i lost few hundred bucks cos i just delayed e phone call for 10-20mins!! WAH LAU!!


u say gek sim not gek sim? OF COS gek sim leh...!! =(