work with the new gal again today.


Geeeez... i thrash her! Weeee...~ of cos with the help of other gals. gosh.. i think i am so evil and scheming at times. guarded her whole day! she copy my sales talk so i copy back her style.


i realise that she is fast cos she is always observing where my eyes are looking at. once my eyes are locked at potential customers, she will move before i do. ni shuo li hai bu li hai, right? AND she will keep standing at the so called good spot...using some ways. eg: using leg or body to block me.. chatting to distract me.. etc.. SO i copy back lor! I HATE DOING THIS but i cant afford to let a young chili to thrash me. under lotsa pressure from the new sup and the rest.. might as well go back home sleep than lettin a junior thrash me. but of cos.. if u dun do all those "tao yan" things to me, i wont do it back to u.


something random... for this one year, i have learnt this cold fact that NOBODY IN THIS WORLD CAN BE TRUSTED (including yr friends).


i thought i was "smart" but there are always "smarter" ppl out there in disguise...

OMG. this is so torturing!





of cos, i am not ready to give up. shall devote 30 mins everyday to do intensive stretching.





it is about attitude and confidence. HAHA.. i like this phrase.





my aim for this year is to learn jap and _____. i will make it an aim to learn something new for every year. so in ten years time, i will have learn TEN new and different skills! WAHAHAHA! so cool leh!





therefore in order to achieve my target, i shall devote at least a hour a day to study jap. maybe around june, i will go take up a jap course.





hopefully, my determination will bring me far... lol...

Complicated world..



Why do things have to be soooo complicated...?



Why oh Why....

Congratulations! You have been admitted to Temasek Business School (TBS). The next three years will be an exciting and valuable learning experience for you.


so i guess this is the confirmation ba? Yeahhhh?


OMG. OMG. OMG!!! i am going to say sayonara to working life soon in just 26 more days. but hai~ i am a year slower than the rest of my peeps sia.





Flyyyyyyy me to the moon.. And let me play among the stars.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly

Birds fly over the rainbow

Why then, oh why can't I?

Some day I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemondrops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me...

___


Everything just seems so....fake


and I am feeling so down..lol

Hai~ I had a Bad Day...


this is my first time feeling so unhappy working. am i sway? or i have a problem? I DUN LIKE THE NEW SUP!!!!


ROAARRRRR!! there is some problems with my enrolment lor! ROARRRR!! pek che..


can someone shower me with lotsa love pls... (random)

I AM NOT OKAY!


FUCK. FUCK. FUCK!!!! i wanna slaughter that fuckin fat ass customer! FUCK!!! FUCKING SPOILT KID!!!


I AM FEELING SO FRUSTRATED. FUCK. ROAR!!!


the new exercising machine is killing me. it is my job and responsibility for the sales movement of the new machine. GOSH! i tried my best but my closing just SUX so much!! i have perfected my demo but needa improve on my closing.


on top of that, the NEW supervisor is stressing and spiking me with the NEW gal. i believe he will implement some new changes soon. part-timer also needa stay back for briefing now lor. ta bu shi yi ge jian dan de ren. erm, i think he is ti ko. =x i feel that he is hinting me "something" at times.


he has been very "ke qi" in his words on me. rather than using harsh tone.. phew! so... i will just take it that he is helping to unleash my sales potential out. at least there is someone in the roadshow group for me to learn from now.


i am so lousy lor! VERY LOUSY CAN. i am going to be in the company for ONE YEAR but i am still sux in certain sales aspects. Hai~ gotta be MORE MORE forceful in my closing. there is no point having a good demo with lousy closing. my aim is to thrash everybody including the full-timers if i am being posted to sell the new machine for the mega fair.


yes.. i can do it.. why not...