happy happy 19th birthday to me!


i am over da moon! really happy that there are ppl who can rmb my birthday. Woooo...~ darling bought a gucci wallet for me. Weee!! initially, he wanted to buy a thousand plus fitness package for me. luckily he didnt!! it is complete madness! spend one thousand on something that i dun wan.. 21 months of commitment to go for fitness lessons u knw!!


we make a reservation for the lv bag that i have always wanted cos it is out of stock.. pay half each.. wah.. so happy!!


YEAH!! i am officially 19.. lol~

努 力 就 会 有 收 获 剩 下 就 是 相 信 自 己 的 力 量.


whenever i am feeling very upset and demoralized, i will look my past entries.. i feel that back den i was silly but...i was soooooo self-motivated! 3-4 years ago, i was very motivated, full of self confidence and determined. as i grow up, i start losing my motivation and confidence..


in just few more days, i am going to be 19 years old. Wooo... how fast! when im sad, i also like to cycle to lower seletar reservoir but some idiots stole my bike.. the me right now is so lack of motivation and determination..

i dun wan to continue daydream hoping some miracles will come to.. i want to turn dreams into reality!! yes.... chiong ar!!!

i have finally passed my bike pract 5!!! YEAH!!!!!!


i am so so happy to the max!!! like finally.. i finally continue going for my bike pract after more than 6 months.. lol!! i think i was able to pass my pract 5 all thanks to the instructor..


YEAH!! i knw i took really long for my bike license... it is going to be more than a year.. aiya!! i must pass!! must pass!! i really envy female riders on da road.. they are my idols esp females with class 2!!! i hope i could get my class 2 license in da future!!


i knw i am stupid and clumsy but i knw my determination will bring me far!!! JIA YOU!!!!! :)

I CAN DO ITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


never give up..............hold on!

NO BOUNDARIES

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe it’s harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all the aches and pains)

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

There are no boundaries! There are no boundaries!!




hook by this song... i can manage it. i can do it. i am POWER-THE-FUL!!!!!! SUPER!

"that's the reason why i hate you.."


u knw this comment is made by a tutor to me. like what the fuckkkk..? i didnt really talk to him and he didnt knw me well. i wanted to reply, "i hate you TOO..BIG FAT MORON." i didnt cos i didnt want to pull down my marks. i kept my cool..


it sounds as if i did something really bad to him. the fact is i didnt k! fucking big fat ass moron. arrrgghhh..


i really hate the module to the core. it is not as if i come to this course to learn how to be a "professional" waitress. NO! seriously, i hate f&b line and the fucking big fat ass tutor makes it worst. nevertheless, i am trying my best. i dun want to repeat the module and let it pull down my gpa.


WAH LAU!!! he acts like as if he is a gay. fucking gay, i hope he dies of diabetics soon. i shall just do my best! do my best and score well! do my best and score well! dun let it affect my grades.. just do it!!


yes, i can! get the module done and well this sem so i wont be seeing him again in my life..

C.H.A.N.G.E.


i need a change! it's about change... irene 2009. LOL!!!


i get a lil depressed when i am back home.. i get a lil depressed when i go to school.. i get a lil depressed when i go to work..


i am really feeling depressed.. i am feeling weak with low motivation.. i am such a weak woman now.. WEAK! who...or mayb what should i rely on?


i dun really have a proper home.. home? like bu san bu si.. deep within, i just wanted someone to shower me love and lotsa concern.. but it seems it is just not possible to happen.. haiz..


i feel so empty.. i thought i found it but.. emptiness within me..


school is really tedious and the pile of work is killing me. endless stuffs to complete!


i feel suffocated with all the things.. w/o having a good rest. i am such a loser to be ranting ... ranting non-stop.. haiz.. immature 19yrs old gal..