he told me... he wants to have his selfish life back.. leave him alone...


after i kick up an unreasonable big fuss ytd..


i told him.. i feel restricted.. i feel sick of the relationship.. i do not have any freedom.. i cant do anything i want.. i cant even play the computer.. WTH.. i feel like i am talking to the wall.. most of all, i feel that lack of attention and concern from him..


i am very possessive.. very very possessive.. him too.. we end up quarreling many times.. i started the quarrel most of the time.. it might be the fact that we meet EVERYDAY.


i feel lost and stunned now cos i think he mean it when he told me to leave him alone.. i feel lost cos i am very used..too used..to seeing him everyday. it became part of my daily routine..


i dunno what is gonna happen.. being in a relationship affects my studies.. maybe i am going to lose him forever.. i dunno.. well.. maybe..?