went bai nian these two days... everyone just seems..........to age so much. hope everyone will have good health!! 长命百岁! 身体健康 o!


why lady luck never ever knock on my door...


feel abit sad... dunno why things have been so sway... wah... damn sway u knw..


at chinese new year eve, the 6 of us went to 四马路 to 拜神. him, me, his big bro and gf, his younger bro and gf.. den.. den.. they got into a fight wor!


cos someone just literally punch him big bro.. den younger bro and him step in to help.. someone pull him back.. bf slip and fall.. DEN HOR... $300 FALL OUT FROM HIS WALLET!!!!


LIKE WHAT THE FUCK CAN??? hahaha.. he become god of fortune that night.. drop money let ppl take la!


haiz.. why bring so much money out in such crowded places right..


police come... blah blah blah.. everyone settle outside.. luckily, everyone is fine..


not only this sway thing.. in the morning, he got fine $100 for illegal parking..


every month surely got something bad happen.. is it our 八字不合?


REALLY LOR.. WHY SO SWAY AH?? very sian... 拜神 also no use.. pls stop happening all these sway things can... i cannot take it.. :(

me and my dearest ah "gong".. :)


something sway happen again... my darling's bike kena aim..again!! somebody steal his brake thingy. haiz.. damage is $500 plus..


his heart pain.. my heart also pain.. :(

Yeahhhh....!!!

i am so so so happy cos i got "A" for my french which is totally unexpected!! Yes! Yes! Yes!

but i am kinda feeling very stressed and worried now..

next week.. i have comm skills role play on tue.. geo travel test on wed.. OB presentation, french culture quiz and jap listening test on thurs..

i have to hand in comm skill article and geo travel article on 23 jan..

BCS web project and microecon project due on 26-28 jan..

etc.. etc... etc...



final exams is 20 feb to march 6.. after that, i will be havin my holidays lo! but i am damn sad! cos i have lost my job schedule so which means... i need to find a new job!! ANY JOB LOBANG PLS??

gosh.. i cant imagine myself slacking throughout my holidays without working.. but i cant wait for my hong kong trip~~!!! march 16 to march 19. woohooooo!!

xiao didi ah beng ask come to me and ask if he could make friends with me. not one but two on da same day when i was playing arcade with a friend! wahahaha!! i am xiao didi killer! lol..

i was looking at my past photos.. gosh.. my facial quality in the past was so much better than now. ok random..

i wanna GO TAIWAN!!!! damn.. i am so regretted now that why didnt i purchase two hundreds plus air tickets. AIYA~~~~~ ok random..

i think elvis presley is supeeeer handsome in his young days... he gt super good vocals and he is really charming. ok random...

i am missing him so much... ok random...

i AM SO BORED!!!! ok random..

i grow a white hair!!


haha.. my first white hair!!! :(


i am feeling better now for the loss of his bike. have been reading newspaper these few days.. so many negative news! gosh! i feel so blessed to be kicking and alive.. healthy.. sg citizen.. etc..


when u feel down, read newspaper! lol.. anw.. celebrated bf dad birthday ytd and i kinda feel happy that his mum is accepting me well.. heehee! :) u knw... she actually scolded me before saying I DUN HAVE MANNERS. lol!!!


my life just revolve around bf..bf..bf..bf..bf.. right now.. in my eyes, i can only see him! i feel happy when he is.. oh dear!


alright.. got to finish my assignment liao.. :)

Not a very happy year.. 2009.. :(


it just happen to be SO SWAY that his smaller bike was stolen on the last day of 2008. we were tgt goin JB for massage. haiz.. what the fuck?


u knw... i SERIOUSLY HATE MALAYSIA!!!! FUCKING CORRUPTED PLACE. POLICE ARE THIEF!! police stole $100 from my bf's wallet last month at jb. screw it.. and screw the malaysian who caused me to pay $70 for the lost stock at work.


i am damn upset for his loss and i am still brooding over it. 10k modification done on the bike :((((( SCREW THE FUCKING ASS WHO STEAL HIS BIKE. very sad lor! i feel that i am the one....who caused his bike to be stolen. low self esteem! haiz..


sometimes i feel that i am a jinx in his life.. just so sway that during our relationship.. his house's dryer, washing machine, rice cooker and refrigerator were spoilt! eh... i didnt touch! bigger bike tyre punctured, side mirror destroyed and scratches inflicted by someone!!! he keep falling sick and even lost some weight.. whereas... i am the one gaining weight!!! 4D first and 3rd price never win cos i am the one who ask him to stop buying 4D. handphone spoilt cos i am drop it many times.


i am damn demoralised. am i the one bringing all these bad luck? i cant stop myself from thinking. really demoralised.. just cant stop blaming myself.


aging year by year but i cant handle rejections well.. sometimes seeing the sadness and stress on his face.. despite all these, he is still trying to make me happy. whereas, i dunno what i can do..


seeing more and more pimples on his face.. losing hair day by day.. more and more white hair.. poor boy must be under a lot of stress! :(


and i am damn upset with my comm skills cos i got a C. cu point is 5 leh! very sad... :(


dammit.. i am so negative right? hahaha.. needa write out my thoughts and den re-organize it.


ok..irene.. BE POSITIVE ALRIGHT? money can be earned back! who knows we will be driving ferrari in the future? health is more impt. it is great that despite all these, we are still alive and kicking! woohoo! you got to be more positive and organize yr stuffs well k! dun neglect yr studies! u still wanna travel around the world!


DESTROY ALL THE OBSTACLES!!! DESTROY!!! i will be strong! fly over despair!~~~