i had a really bad day..


i cant believe i screw up big times during the test. i really know how to do it... but it just happens at that point of time, i totally screw it up. i am really really upset, demoralized and super frustrated with myself and the situation..


opportunity is only given once. i feel very angry....cos that module might down my gpa. i only know right now at this point of time, i cant give up. i cant give up. if i give up, i am going to lose the whole battle. i dun wan it to happen and i am going to put in my very best effort to achieve despite da failure.


if i lose my motivation and perseverance, it will take a long time for me to regain back.


mistakes are painful when they happen but it will also make us grow and become even stronger. DUN LET YR MISTAKES PUNISH YRSELF!!! i will just like before.....determined and motivated! IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!!

happy happy 19th birthday to me!


i am over da moon! really happy that there are ppl who can rmb my birthday. Woooo...~ darling bought a gucci wallet for me. Weee!! initially, he wanted to buy a thousand plus fitness package for me. luckily he didnt!! it is complete madness! spend one thousand on something that i dun wan.. 21 months of commitment to go for fitness lessons u knw!!


we make a reservation for the lv bag that i have always wanted cos it is out of stock.. pay half each.. wah.. so happy!!


YEAH!! i am officially 19.. lol~

努 力 就 会 有 收 获 剩 下 就 是 相 信 自 己 的 力 量.


whenever i am feeling very upset and demoralized, i will look my past entries.. i feel that back den i was silly but...i was soooooo self-motivated! 3-4 years ago, i was very motivated, full of self confidence and determined. as i grow up, i start losing my motivation and confidence..


in just few more days, i am going to be 19 years old. Wooo... how fast! when im sad, i also like to cycle to lower seletar reservoir but some idiots stole my bike.. the me right now is so lack of motivation and determination..

i dun wan to continue daydream hoping some miracles will come to.. i want to turn dreams into reality!! yes.... chiong ar!!!

i have finally passed my bike pract 5!!! YEAH!!!!!!


i am so so happy to the max!!! like finally.. i finally continue going for my bike pract after more than 6 months.. lol!! i think i was able to pass my pract 5 all thanks to the instructor..


YEAH!! i knw i took really long for my bike license... it is going to be more than a year.. aiya!! i must pass!! must pass!! i really envy female riders on da road.. they are my idols esp females with class 2!!! i hope i could get my class 2 license in da future!!


i knw i am stupid and clumsy but i knw my determination will bring me far!!! JIA YOU!!!!! :)