heard that the SIA walk-in interview ytd was overwhelming! omg.. do u think i will stand a chance if i try the walk-in interview next year? 0.0
i still have one more year to graduate and my chances of getting into local uni are slim. i have not been performing! 0.o the starting pay of poly graduate is really low. i am really satisfied with getting 3.5k every month if i can join SIA!
haha.. daydreaming too much!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
i am feeling really depressed and stressed. the freaking worst part is i have NOBODY to turn to. these few months have been a torture for me. i am mentally and emotionally strained. but who the fuck cares?
death has more meanings than being staying alive. i wish i could just dump every fucking things behind and just travel around the world till very last breath.
seriously, i felt damn useless. DAMN FREAKING USELESS. i have never ever felt this useless and lousy in my life. seriously, i felt like a loser. BIG TIME LOSER. i dunno where the fuck the motivated and determined irene has gone.
things are damn fuck up!! serious fuck up!! every night i have problems sleeping.. my heart starts to race when i close my eyes. anxiety!
damn upset. i feel the pressure. fuck myself.. fuck it..
death has more meanings than being staying alive. i wish i could just dump every fucking things behind and just travel around the world till very last breath.
seriously, i felt damn useless. DAMN FREAKING USELESS. i have never ever felt this useless and lousy in my life. seriously, i felt like a loser. BIG TIME LOSER. i dunno where the fuck the motivated and determined irene has gone.
things are damn fuck up!! serious fuck up!! every night i have problems sleeping.. my heart starts to race when i close my eyes. anxiety!
damn upset. i feel the pressure. fuck myself.. fuck it..
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Isomnia
I can't sleep so here I am blogging.. I am really excited and I can't wait to give my boy the present that I have bought. In case u are wondering, I bought him a nautica watch. Love the design and hope he will like it as much as I do..! It is a Rose gold plated watch with black dial and black rubber strap.. I have always like guys wearing nautica watch! Lol! Cos I find the watch design cool and stylish. I like tag heuer too but it is super not within my budget. Maybe few years later? Can't wait for Xmas to arrive! :)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
WOOOHOOO! TIMETABLE IS OUT!
i am so gonna love this sem! will be studying at TOURISM ACADEMY @ SENTOSA!! WOAH. this is one of the reasons why i have chosen tp tourism course over other poly. something diff!
i am so gonna rollerblade every thursday after school. i also wanna kayak!!!! 3 hrs break on monday will not be a problem cos WE CAN EXPLORE THE ISLAND!! lotsa things to do!!! too bad the IR is not opened yet! i believe we will have student discounts? we can head to vivo city for shopping! for movies! for food! for everything.. muahahahahaha!!! i am damn sick of the tampines campus already..
I AM SO GONNA UTILIZE THIS SEM AT SENTOSA!! okay not forgetting about the study part.. WEDNESDAY NO SCHOOL! HOW COOL RIGHT? shall utilize my wednesday for revisions. i am a good gal :)
WAHAHAHAHAHAAA
i am so gonna love this sem! will be studying at TOURISM ACADEMY @ SENTOSA!! WOAH. this is one of the reasons why i have chosen tp tourism course over other poly. something diff!
i am so gonna rollerblade every thursday after school. i also wanna kayak!!!! 3 hrs break on monday will not be a problem cos WE CAN EXPLORE THE ISLAND!! lotsa things to do!!! too bad the IR is not opened yet! i believe we will have student discounts? we can head to vivo city for shopping! for movies! for food! for everything.. muahahahahaha!!! i am damn sick of the tampines campus already..
I AM SO GONNA UTILIZE THIS SEM AT SENTOSA!! okay not forgetting about the study part.. WEDNESDAY NO SCHOOL! HOW COOL RIGHT? shall utilize my wednesday for revisions. i am a good gal :)
WAHAHAHAHAHAAA
Monday, October 12, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Hello! I am BACK!
Japan school trip was SUGOI! Totally enjoyed it to the max!
day 1 -gero (ryokan and onsen)
day 2 - gifu (homestay)
day 3 - nagoya (school visit)
day 4 - kobe (free and easy)
day 5 - kyoto (free and easy)
day 6 - osaka
KOBE BEEF OISHII. SUSHI OISHII. RAMEN OISHII. TAKO YAKI OISHII. the breakfast and dinner i had at the ryokan was TOTEMO TOTEMO OISHII.
the school visit to nagoya city technical high school was cool! they were having a school festival and we were treated as SUPER VIP. you can only experience it in this trip! oh yup, i stayed over with a traditional japanese family for my homestay programme. COOL! really had a hard time communicating with them man! hahaha..
I LOVE JAPAN! i will love to visit tokyo and hokkaido one day with bf. brush up my japanese first and den bring him around. :)
planning for my next holiday destination. still keeping a lookout for cheap cheap air tickets.. I JUST LOVE TO TRAVEL and thats why i am a HTM student! haha!
Japan school trip was SUGOI! Totally enjoyed it to the max!
day 1 -gero (ryokan and onsen)
day 2 - gifu (homestay)
day 3 - nagoya (school visit)
day 4 - kobe (free and easy)
day 5 - kyoto (free and easy)
day 6 - osaka
KOBE BEEF OISHII. SUSHI OISHII. RAMEN OISHII. TAKO YAKI OISHII. the breakfast and dinner i had at the ryokan was TOTEMO TOTEMO OISHII.
the school visit to nagoya city technical high school was cool! they were having a school festival and we were treated as SUPER VIP. you can only experience it in this trip! oh yup, i stayed over with a traditional japanese family for my homestay programme. COOL! really had a hard time communicating with them man! hahaha..
I LOVE JAPAN! i will love to visit tokyo and hokkaido one day with bf. brush up my japanese first and den bring him around. :)
planning for my next holiday destination. still keeping a lookout for cheap cheap air tickets.. I JUST LOVE TO TRAVEL and thats why i am a HTM student! haha!
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